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About Me Member Emotional Poet killingmesilentlyFemale/Canada

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screaming just so you can hear looking blankly causing stares yes my heart is black and vile it's been that way for quite awhile longing touches frozen in time hateful words that numb the mind bridges waiting to be broken regretful words waiting to be spoken love's not rare it comes and goes losing friends and gaining foes I'll speak softly, you need to know all this time you've had my heart fighting through tears and falling apart sometimes the blood turns black as night It's not easy to admit you were right so lay me down on a bed of thorns my he

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too lateI remember the day I looked into your pleading eyes it was then I realized it's been you now that I have found the truth your heart has faded away there's nothing I can do to make you stay for every word you spoke to me for every glance you gave I wonder if it tore your heart to not have known my love was saved I would slay my beating heart
put it to rest if for one moment you could see I held you high you were the best these tears that sting and shine of red would die to be your safe place so you can rest your tired head I'd sit by yo too late
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The rainmy heart bleeds it cries for you the rain,
it's soul is pouring through cut my wrist
with this knife sacrifice mine
to save your life I don't need smiles if you're in pain take off the mask to feel the rain run from lies and what you know but don't forget who's heart you hold so take my hand
just don't let go I know inside the rain falls down so I'll just suffer without a sound. The rain
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angel's faceyou look at me an angel's face a girl who's lost but so full of grace but I've made mistakes
I've torn down dreams please understand perfection is not what it seems I come from a place where hearts don't mend and every time you fall in love there will always be an end the sky cries tears
surrounds you with crippling fear then builds you up
just to mock you
until it all becomes too tough so take your pedistole your hopes your world I'm nothing but an angel's face who always finds a way to fall from your fantasy of g angel's face
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...................screaming just so you can hear looking blankly causing stares yes my heart is black and vile it's been that way for quite awhile longing touches frozen in time hateful words that numb the mind bridges waiting to be broken regretful words waiting to be spoken love's not rare it comes and goes losing friends and gaining foes I'll speak softly, you need to know all this time you've had my heart fighting through tears and falling apart sometimes the blood turns black as night It's not easy to admit you were right so lay me down on a bed of thorns my he ...................
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Zack's broken heartI lie awake at 5:30 in the morning. never did get to sleep. The memory of her has haunted my dreams for almost a month now, i've tried everything i could think of to forget her but the memory still lingers inside my heart. The way she broke it off with me wasn't mean or anything new, i've heard it all before. i've heard "I like someone else", "I want to keep my options open", "I just don't feel the way i used to", "it would be better if you saw someone else". but for some reason when i was told this by girls I wouldn't be hurt in fact sometimes I would feel a sense of joy and i would be over them in a day or two but wi Zack's broken heart
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since you've been gone

Sat Mar 4, 2006, 11:43 AM

It's been awhile huh..
well nothing really happen during the time I've left you all..I'm moving around June 29th to Ontario and i'm SO happy because Goose Bay is driving me insane and if I stay here I'll kill someone, oh and I got a job at Co-op, I've worked there for like 3 weeks now and It's alright but people think I do everything wrong so that's kind of annoying, they like to put you down with a smile which I don't trust at all.
hmm..what else, I'm going to Lab City with dad and ashley on April 7th, 8th and 9th to go shopping

can't wait for that!
no new stuff..sad isn't it, I should start writting more, I stopped for awhile, not that there hasn't been anything to write about..I guess I don't feel the need to vent.
well I should go, have a great day everyone, leave me messages!

-Amy

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